not my day

today just has not been my day...

1) got my chem test back... bad grade
2) took a foundations of ed test... kicked my butt
3) got locked out of my dorm room... had to pay $5 for my RA to open it
4) other small things just bringing me down...

I am ready for the weekend...

Hello again...

Well blogger... college isn't going so well...

my only friend is my roommate, but I'm not her only friend...
my freshman ##lbs has finally happened and now I hate myself...
I usually eat alone, or I just don't eat...
my parents gave in and now I have my car here so I can get away...
I probably cry everyday...
it is a lot harder then I thought it would be to be away from him...
my weekends are spent doing nothing...
if I am not in my room or at class I am at the library doing homework that is not due for days...

I know people love and support me... but why can't any of them be here?