False Hope

Yeah it sucks I know, I have had it happen to me.

I never wanted you to think thats what I was doing.

That was never what I was doing.

So I think I will just have to tell you it all...

I hate it when you are even the slightest bit upset at me

Believe me, I am truly sorry

Please forgive me, please.



I know you will read this, probably more then once

Thanks so much.

for keeping him safe,
that the other person in the other car is safe too.

for just busting up the front bumper a little,
that the other car is fine.

for the accident not be bad enough for the airbag to deploy,
that the seat belt was enough to save him

for not letting him role into the ditch,
that he just skidded and nothing bad really happened.

for the tow truck worker who got the car out of the ditch,
that, even though it was around 3 AM

Thank you so much for watching over my brother and keeping him safe.

Dear Santa,

I don't want anything for Christmas.

I could say the corny girl thing, like a boyfriend
I could ask for something that would not happen, like world peace
I could ask for the future, like 2009 to be the best
I could pretend I am still a kid and ask for a toy, like the mairaposa Barbie
I could ask for things to be a little better, like people not to fight so much
I could ask for things to be solved, like my life drama

But I am not going to, yeah it would all be great but I have the one thing I never thought would mean so much to me. My family. Everyone is home and I have never felt happier, even more then just my family is around. So, Thank you for bring them home even if some of them were always here.

I got the one thing that I really wanted.

Mom, Dad, Ben, Lucas, Matt, Elizabeth, and Max
^My Family^

Katie Scott *Ben's girlfriend*, Matt Salvus *Ben's friend, pretty much a brother*, and Kyle *Ben's friend*
^+ some very close people^

Thank you &
Merry Christmas
Love, Elizabeth

If I told you...

The one thing you don't know about me.
it would ruin everything, and that is why I will not tell you...

I am afraid I would hurt you... (and hurt me even more then already)

Also
I know you only want to know out of curiosity not because you care
because if you cared you would already know, you would already notice