In the face

It finally hit me.
and the tears came.
we used to be such great friends, but have not talked in months
something comes up I don't think its true, later I over hear someone talking loud and things start to come together
today I read something
then comes the slap in the face and the question I wish I could ask you
Why?
everything feels like a dream... more like a nightmare
nothings real
no one cares

now all alone in the dark
with an empty feeling
and the tears never end



I hope you are both very happy.
I hope you stick to this never talking or looking at me thing.