I'm giving up...

on music.

I'm not going to try and learn something new
no more trying out for honor choirs I never make
no more failing at making All-state
no audition for Celebration Iowa
no time to get better at the piano
no more solos that end up horrible because of stage fright

once I go to college none of it is going to matter any way.
I have wasted High School in the music department

I'm not going to waste my future.