One step forward and two steps back.

I don't know what I think or feel anymore.

I hate him but I like him.
I want to hurt him but I want to hug him.
I make fun of him but I defend him.
I know he lies to me but I trust him.
I see him flirting with other girls but I see him talk to me.
I get upset but I can tell that he knows its because of him.

I really wish all of this stuff would stop, but its been like a month and its all still here.


~*5 months and 16 days*~