back... or not

You are back, thats great
people say I seem happier
how can i have changed if
I don't feel like you are back

Yea, Monday was good
but now it just feels like you are gone

I don't understand any of it
or why I feel like you are gone
but I don't like it
and what I don't like even more is I don't know what to do

I try not to make a big thing out of it
maybe it just takes time or something
or maybe I am thinking about it to much

whatever it my be I hope it changes
and soon, because
I love you.