I lied

I lied
I lied
I lied
I lied
I lied
I lied
I lied

I lied to you when I said I was ok
I lied to you when I said I was not sad
I lied to you when I said nothings wrong
I lied to you when I held your hand
I lied to you when I hugged you
I lied to you when I acted sad to leave you
I lied to you, and I cried for the first time in weeks

worst of all
I lied to myself, my heart

and for that I am sorry
well... I don't think I really am, but what else is there to say