Phones

I have strange issues with phones

1)I want a cell phone
2)I don't really like calling people
3)I like when people call me to talk

yea... some how it works like that

but I guess if i had a cell phone
I would find calling people different but thats not going to happen soon
and since no one ever calls me
I guess I don't really think about talking on the phone
maybe thats why i get scared/nervous to call people

so I found on the internet that there is a real fear
telephonophobia
I don't think I really have that
but I think I need to get over my slight fear
because then i might have more plans in my life
and be less bored

I guess I worked a little on overcoming it today
because, yes, in the end I did call Sam
even tho it was pretty much forced
but i called her and talked on the phone

I think I am getting better already :-)
or nothing really changed
but... whatever

so in the end
Phones
can be scary but good
so don't be afraid, and just call someone